This will be a combination of a couple stories since I forgot to tell the main trippy story from my time in Edmonton for the wedding. On the night before I drove back to Vancouver, I was hanging out with my mom in her place, telling her a lot of the things that had been going on with me. As I talking to her and explaining some of the crazy/trippy experiences I had been having, I started to notice my third eye opening up quite a bit and in particular I started to notice a lot of intense energy moving around on the walls around/behind my mom (I will be doing a complete post on the third eye in the new few weeks, so I’ll leave a full explanation for now) and I realized that we had a few spirits joining us in the room.
I started telling my mom this and as the discussion continued, I noticed the energetics starting to form into shapes more specifically resembling my great grandma and grandpa. This is kind of hard to explain in words, but it’s almost like seeing a flat black and white image of someone with the details blown out. All you get are the highlights/shadows, but it lets you see enough of the shape to understand and identify normally who the spirit is if you tap into and open up your intuition. Anyway, about twenty minutes later I also started seeing the energetic imprint of a younger woman with longer hair. I described the shape and appearance in detail to my mom as I was seeing it and asked if it reminded her of Brenda, which it of course did. In addition, when I said her name I got the all-too-familiar chills running up and down my spine that always serve as a “confirmation” of sorts of spiritual acuity.
Fast forwarding now to a few weeks after my first Zenith Omega session with Baljit, me and Dyanna decided to attend a local pagan meetup group whose topic of discussion was centered around energy work and how they use it. The session was extremely interesting and left me even more inspired and believing in all of this crazy stuff that had been happening to me.
When I got home I decided to take a bath to decompress and absorb everything we’d heard as well as see if I could work on generating a ball of energy in my hands as a number of the more experienced wiccans and energy workers had explained how you could pull up energy from mother earth or pull it down from the skies as well as how to ground yourself if you were taking on too much energy. I ended up sitting in the tub for the better part of two hours trying to figure it out and eventually managing to generate a small ball of electricity within my hands. As I would later discover, I was definitely forcing it too much, but it was a very interesting exercise to start. While I was doing this, I also managed to see my own aura for the first time ever as well as managing to experience what I term the foggy for the first time too.
Auras are a subtle, luminous field of colored energy that surrounds and emanates from a person or object. The aura is a color representation of the soul vibrations, chakras, emotional/physical states, and/or reflections of surrounding energy fields. It is a “paranormal” ability that has been documented and described for thousands of years throughout every major religion or spiritual practice. If you’re interested, you can get a lot more information on auras, as well as directions on how to see them at that link.
The Foggy is another “paranormal” occurrence I’ve begun to discover in the last few months that has to do very precisely with seeing into the “Otherworld” much more clearly. It’s almost like your spirit is coming to the surface and you’re seeing through the eyes of your spirit or third eye than through the “material” eyes. Essentially, what happens is that after a long period of intense focus, you will notice a sort of “fog” creeping in around all sides of your eyes, and if you continue to pursue this focus, it can envelope your entire eyes and you will start seeing a very different picture of reality from what you’re seeing around you. You will start seeing the energy flowing within all the objects around you and you will start to see very clearly things that you could not see before. In particular, the objects of your house or wherever you happen to be will shift into this vibrancy that’s nearly impossible to describe, it’s like all the edges of everything is outlined in vibrant white light. As you will see in the next post, the foggy can open you up to some very interesting and unexpected realizations about this time/space reality we live in.