Back around mid-September, I had a former client contact me about a presentation engine I had developed for him in Flash a few years earlier. He was working on a large land development deal in Costa Rica with a number of high profile partners and investors that he was looking to “wow” with a similar engine. However, he had many more grandiose ideas in mind for the engine this time around and wanted some very intense transitions, videos, etc. integrated into the presentation. In and of itself, it wasn’t an out of this world project to make happen. What made it difficult was that by the time he came down to me to get the presentation done, his deadline was less than a week away. In addition, the presentation engine I had developed previously was quite legacy and simply couldn’t stand up to what he was attempting with this presentation engine and it couldn’t adapt properly because of the way I built it. In other words, I needed to rebuild the engine from scratch.

I proceeded to work somewhere in the ballpark of 18hrs/day for the next 6 days in an attempt to make the deadline set for me. I was sleeping only 3 or 4 hours per night and my girlfriend was taking care of me making food, tea, etc. while I busted my ass to make this deadline. I managed to get very, very close to making the deadline, but it ultimately wasn’t supposed to be. There was a number of rounds of last minute changes done to the engine as well as design format that were unexpected, not to mention I got tasked with also creating a complex After Effects animation, that kept me from ultimately making the deadline. Most of that, isn’t important, what is important is the lack of sleep, the excessive hours spent in front of the computer, and the copious amounts of tulsi tea I was drinking. Sidebar: tulsi tea is an Indian herb renowned for opening up your awareness and third eye.

Inevitably, it came down to the deadline and the presentation engine simply wasn’t anywhere near where it needed to be in order for my client to use it for their presentation. I got off the computer and collapsed into bed with my girlfriend in a daze of utter exhaustion and tulsi awareness. Of course, I was completely jacked on adrenaline as well from trying to make the deadline so I ended up not being able to sleep (I think all the tulsi tea might’ve had something to do with it as well). As I sat staring at the roof, I noticed a large green orb floating about two feet above my head. Over the course of the next several minutes, this orb dissolved into a male human figure that looked remarkably like myself. This “ghost” then proceeded to float back and forth, into and out of the wall that was directly behind my head. It was the first time I had seen my higher self and it was the first time I had ever seen a spirit as anything more than a simple orb. It was definitely a very intense experience to say the least.

I plan on spending the next few weeks writing up a “Spirituality 101″ guide to give a fundamental understanding of vocabularly, terms, and meanings to anyone that is reading these posts and curious about the spiritual path. I know, personally, one of the hardest parts upon initially starting down this path was to understand and comprehend everything that people were throwing my way. Akashic records? Auras? Energy healing? It kind of boggled my mind and forced me to spend a lot of time reading and researching all of these things to understand it. However, since time is speeding up and there’s going to be a lot more people awakening to these things over the coming year, I think its important to provide a succinct reference with which people awakening can use to reference whenever they run into something that they might not understand.

I will continue updating on some of the interesting and crazy things that happen in my life when they are super out-of-the-ordinary, but at this point, I’ve kinda stopped caring to a degree. I have so many random and interesting things happen just about every day that I’ve gotten to the point where I just wake up and see what the universe has in store for me. I’ve stopped questioning it and now just go with the flow as best as I can. So, on that note, you know that if I’m writing about something, its going to be really good :)

Me and Dyanna decided to work on doing some shapeshifting exercises to see some of our previous incarnations. Shapeshifting is essentially a way that, when your energy is at a certain threshold so that your third eye is open, you can see someone transform/shapeshift into one of their former incarnations. It’s very rarely a full body type of shift, but you will often see their face/hair/shoulders shift into different human lives, as well as lives they have spent incarnated on other planets. Essentially, the process is a matter of raising your vibration high enough through energy work/meditation/other spiritual exercises to allow your third eye open enough to allow this to happen and then staring at/around the other person(s) in low light situations. It will often coincide with a raising of the foggy as well. I will be discussing shapeshifting more in the future, but for now, I want to focus on this story.

So there we were, sitting there in candelight, vibrating highly from our Reiki session and watching each other shapeshift into numerous different, mostly alien, incarnations we’ve had. Its funny when you start doing these types of exercises, because you start to see where all of the alien races in movies like Star Wars and Star Trek came from. We’ve seen each other as many of the species from Star Wars, including wookies, hah.

Anyway, as I’m sitting there staring a Dyanna, I noticed 8-10 indigo light beams (looked a lot like lasers) start coming out of Dyanna’s third eye in a circular pattern and start slowly rotating around. Over the course of a few minutes, I started to notice there was a picture developing within the lasers and I started to focus solely on this image that was forming. Shortly thereafter, I realized that there was a 3D hologram forming, and that 3D hologram was of an angel flying. The only thing I can even begin to describe it like is the Leia hologram to Obi Wan from the first Star Wars movie (see below) except it was indigo light and there was no sound. It was ridiculously trippy nonetheless.

After a few days had passed with not being able to cure her sore throat, a very dear friend of ours came over for a visit who was experienced in a number of healing modalities including Akashic Records (which is the complete documentation of your soul’s journey across all previous incarnations, dimensions, times, and planes). As we hung out, we started explaining a number of the different events that had been going on in our lives as well as what was happening with Dyanna’s cold. Several minutes after we started going into these details with our friend, me and Dyanna both started having intense visions into a past life we had spent together and our friend informed us that both of our Akashic Records were open. As these visions and insights were coming to us, our friend started guiding us through the visions. While most of the visions I cannot remember anymore, the important part was that we came to understand that Dyanna had been murdered in this past life by a number of people and that, while she was still alive, they had ripped her tongue out before torturing her mercilessly. As we would soon discover, this was a karmic event from our past that had manifested in a physical condition in her current body because it was something she needed to resolve and heal to move forward with our life and destiny together. I know its kind of a hard concept to grasp, but we had what we considered undeniable proof:

Literally, within 5 minutes of us going through this experience and completing a healing meditation to heal and release this karmic event from her soul record, Dyanna’s sore throat and cold had completely disappeared.

Reiki is a Japanese-originated form of energy healing that works with the chakras, aura, and subtle bodies to help heal and awaken the spiritual self by channeling the universal life force called ki through the hands and into the patient. Reiki treatments create many beneficial effects that include relaxation and feelings of peace, security and well-being. While the technique in and of itself is quite basic, the ability to utilize Reiki is transferred as an “attunement” during class with a Reiki master which allows the student to tap into an unlimited supply of “life force energy”. While spiritual in nature, Reiki is not a religion and contains no dogma which means you do not have to believe a certain thing or way in order to utilize Reiki.

The thing about most of the vast number of energy healing modalities, and even just experiencing spiritual energy shifts in your day-to-day life, is that they tend to be quite subtle and nearly unnoticeable if you’re first awakening to these things. Dyanna gave me multiple Reiki treatments before my Zenith Omega experience and not a single time did I ever “feel” anything. After the Zenith Omega treatment, I started to be able to feel it a little bit more. After my own Reiki attunement, I become significantly more aware and in-tune with the various life force energies around me. I can’t even begin to go into all of the various experiences I’ve had experiencing various energies because of my Reiki attunement, but its been an interesting and beautiful experience to say the least. Essentially, the attunement has opened up my channeling and psychic abilities quite a bit and has made me significantly more sensitive to all of the various energies around me. It has definitely been the most profound step to date in helping me gain insight and understanding into my spirituality as well as my connection to the environment around me. I would recommend anyone interested in exploring their spirituality and opening up these channels within themselves to take the time and get at least a couple levels of training in Reiki. The shifts you go through are quite exponential upon attunement and definitely brings you a deeper, more profound awareness of yourself, the environment and the people in it.

Now, I know what you’re thinking. Satellite, right? Wrong. This wasn’t just a straight path that it was transiting, it was super erratic and was going in loops, spirals, up, down, and every which direction of the course of this hour. It was quite literally dancing for us. It is quite literally impossible for a satellite to move like this. However, being the logically minded people we are, and definitely feeling like we were going a bit crazy, we proceeded to start looking at other stars. We looked at nearly every star in the sky we could see from my window and, upon focusing on them, they started dancing across the sky for us as well. There simply is no way for all those stars to be satellites and all move in such an erratic fashion. Let alone the fact that they would stop if we removed our focus from them.

I’ll let that sink in.

Now, we had been sitting in my bed staring out the window for the better part of two hours, when the following started happening: I actually started seeing the stars shooting beams of light back and forth between each other like they were talking. Yes. You heard that right.

The closest thing I’ve been able to approximate it to is Grant Skinner’s Proximity Engine (screenshot below).

Now, I would recommend you go take a quick look at that demo on Grant’s site (Flash required) to get a sense of what I’m talking about and then come back here. I should state the stars definitely weren’t moving anywhere close to this fast, but the way the lines were reaching out and coming off of one another like they were talking to each other? That’s what was happening with the stars. I could quite literally see them shooting beams of light back and forth between one another like they were communicating. Explain that.

At this point, me and Dyanna both kind of got up to pinch ourselves to make sure we weren’t dreaming, which we obviously weren’t. I still don’t know how to explain it, but it was definitely a real experience that I’ve thought about a lot in the last few months till it happened. I also can’t wait till spring/summertime to be able to hang outside again and re-enact this occurrence :)

I started telling my mom this and as the discussion continued, I noticed the energetics starting to form into shapes more specifically resembling my great grandma and grandpa. This is kind of hard to explain in words, but it’s almost like seeing a flat black and white image of someone with the details blown out. All you get are the highlights/shadows, but it lets you see enough of the shape to understand and identify normally who the spirit is if you tap into and open up your intuition. Anyway, about twenty minutes later I also started seeing the energetic imprint of a younger woman with longer hair. I described the shape and appearance in detail to my mom as I was seeing it and asked if it reminded her of Brenda, which it of course did. In addition, when I said her name I got the all-too-familiar chills running up and down my spine that always serve as a “confirmation” of sorts of spiritual acuity.

Fast forwarding now to a few weeks after my first Zenith Omega session with Baljit, me and Dyanna decided to attend a local pagan meetup group whose topic of discussion was centered around energy work and how they use it. The session was extremely interesting and left me even more inspired and believing in all of this crazy stuff that had been happening to me.

When I got home I decided to take a bath to decompress and absorb everything we’d heard as well as see if I could work on generating a ball of energy in my hands as a number of the more experienced wiccans and energy workers had explained how you could pull up energy from mother earth or pull it down from the skies as well as how to ground yourself if you were taking on too much energy. I ended up sitting in the tub for the better part of two hours trying to figure it out and eventually managing to generate a small ball of electricity within my hands. As I would later discover, I was definitely forcing it too much, but it was a very interesting exercise to start. While I was doing this, I also managed to see my own aura for the first time ever as well as managing to experience what I term the foggy for the first time too.

Auras are a subtle, luminous field of colored energy that surrounds and emanates from a person or object. The aura is a color representation of the soul vibrations, chakras, emotional/physical states, and/or reflections of surrounding energy fields. It is a “paranormal” ability that has been documented and described for thousands of years throughout every major religion or spiritual practice. If you’re interested, you can get a lot more information on auras, as well as directions on how to see them at that link.

The Foggy is another “paranormal” occurrence I’ve begun to discover in the last few months that has to do very precisely with seeing into the “Otherworld” much more clearly. It’s almost like your spirit is coming to the surface and you’re seeing through the eyes of your spirit or third eye than through the “material” eyes. Essentially, what happens is that after a long period of intense focus, you will notice a sort of “fog” creeping in around all sides of your eyes, and if you continue to pursue this focus, it can envelope your entire eyes and you will start seeing a very different picture of reality from what you’re seeing around you. You will start seeing the energy flowing within all the objects around you and you will start to see very clearly things that you could not see before. In particular, the objects of your house or wherever you happen to be will shift into this vibrancy that’s nearly impossible to describe, it’s like all the edges of everything is outlined in vibrant white light.  As you will see in the next post, the foggy can open you up to some very interesting and unexpected realizations about this time/space reality we live in.

I had never done any actual energy healing work before, and while Dyanna is a level two Reiki practioner, her attempts up to this point had gone unfelt because I had severe energetic blocks going on so far. My session with Baljit changed all of that. While the actual process of an energy healing leaves very little to explain in physical experiences most of the time, it is quite normal to experience some intense visions and insights (neither of which I had during this initial clearing however). For the most part, energy healings are quite subtle, especially when you’re first opening up and aren’t familiar with energetics. It feels like a deep meditation or a low-level sleep (that half-asleep phase just before you doze off into deep sleep). I will be explaining more about energy healing, as well as the developing scientific proof of its legitimacy, in future posts but that is far too long and out of the scope of this post to deal with right now.

Anyway, I had some minor visions during the session, but I came away with a feeling of overwhelming awe at the power of the experience I had just had. My head was extremely light, almost spacey, and I was in this daze for the better part of the rest of the day. After the session I hopped in my car and proceeded to drive home and pass out. I had only been up for a few hours at this point as my one-hour session was at noon and I ended up sleeping almost the entire rest of the day/night. I was up for a few hours in the evening, but otherwise I slept straight through till about 11am the next morning. This intense sleeping continued for the next five days or so. Each day I got a little bit better with staying awake more and more, but it took me until the fifth day to return to a sleep/waking schedule that I was used to. It was definitely one of the most intense experiences I had ever had and I was definitely left a little awe-struck considering she didn’t really do anything besides sit in the chair and channel the energies to me. My entire body was so lethargic and exhausted after the session that it felt like I had just finished a triathlon or something. If you’ve never experienced an energy healing, I would definitely recommend you opening up your mind and trying it out sometime because it will definitely shift your opinions on these things quite quickly, I know it did for me.

As I said, I was cruising about 130km/h and it was raining solidly but nothing too harsh. I had pulled into the passing lane to go around a red land rover that was going a bit slower than me. I was getting about equal with the land rover when I had a young asian lady come barreling up behind me in some kind of sedan where she then proceeded to ride my bumper while I finished passing the land rover. As I got past the land rover and seen its lights in my rear-view mirror, I pulled over in front of him to let by the sedan. I wasn’t super far in front of the land rover, but I knew that since I was going faster than him I had more than enough room to get ahead and away and let the sedan past. However, the gods had other plans for this incident.

As I crossed into the land rover’s lane, apparently some water/mud/something kicked up from my tires and splattered across the window of the car. The land rover then swerved to the left, where the sedan now was who then swerved to the left to get away from the land rover. I hit the gas to get my car out of the way while the land rover slammed on his breaks. The sedan over-corrected back to the right, then to the left, and then way over-corrected back to the right again. All I seen in my rear-view mirror at this point was the sedan go screaming in between me and the land rover off of the shoulder of the road and sumersaulting end-over-end into the ditch, right overtop of the 15ft-high animal fence, and into a thicket of trees where the car came to a standstill upside down on the roof. It was remarkably similar to my previous accident. Scarily remarkable.

By the time I pulled off the road and made it back to the spot where the car had gone off the road, the girl had already climbed out and walked 15 feet away and sat down in a thicket of grass a safe distance from the car which was smoking a bit. Me and the guys in the land rover helped her find some important items in the car and waited for the ambulance/police to arrive.

The rest of the trip was pretty uneventful after this because, well, it was pretty hard to not miss the importance of a sign like that. It had so many parallels to my accident that it brought a lot of those memories flooding back to me on the trip and I spent most of it in deep contemplation.

At about 2am, I awoke out of a deep sleep with a shattering pain all up and down the left side of my skull. It felt like the most intense pressure/pain I had ever had in my life, almost like someone was crushing the left side of my skull into powder or something. I can’t even begin to describe in words how much it hurt. I remember starting to freak out and then I heard my higher self talking to me, telling me that it was him and he was just doing a really intense healing on me and that it would be over quickly. Just relax, he kept saying over and over.

Seed of Life

Sure enough, within five minutes or so the entire process was over. I stumbled out of my bed and practically tripped into the bathroom in order to go to the washroom. As I closed my eyes while going to the washroom, all I could see in my eyelids was the Seed of Life repeating over and over and over again. It filled the entire vision of my eyelids.

The Seed of Life is a sacred geometric symbol derived from the Flower of Life which some believe to be representative of the seven days of creation as it is composed of seven equal circles. The Flower of Life (and consequently the Seed of Life) has also been found throughout the world from ancient Assyria, China and Egypt to Mexico and more. It holds significant religious significance for many of the world’s religions as well as many other sacred geometric symbols or the foundation to create them including Metatron’s Cube, the Star of David, the 5 Platonic solids, the Tree of Life, and the Egg of Life.

The pattern I was seeing in my eyes looked something like the one below, although it was more flourescent indigo on black instead of black on white:

I don’t know if there’s much else to say besides that, up to this point, it was definitely one of the most interesting and intense experiences of my life. Of course, that was still early on in this journey :)